Friday, September 3, 2010

H-1 before she (someone I love) goes...

Here I am... 
Suddenly thinking about tomorrow...
I dont wanna make my tears out in front of her or anyone else...
I don't wanna say goodbye,..
Even I know it would take our time a lil bit...
I'm crying now...
I can't write something can courage me... 
B'coz I'll lose her :'(
I know I'll lose her.. 
But not this fast ...
I still want her here...

Something she should know...
I laff her... 
Her smile, her laugh, her jokes, her stories... 
I love them all
*I'm crying just thinking about times we had a long long time a go...

She's not my friend...
She's not my bestfriend either... 
She's my soulmate... 
I do understand her life, and so does her...

She always gimme something courage me when I cant stand up...
She gimme really good prays, when no one notice me...
She shares her mom, just because I lost a role of 'mom' this time...
I love her family.. 
They make me feel envy... 
They will always do...
I want a mother like hers,.. 
So, she shares me her mom :)

Thanks... 
But, I know... 
I have my own life.. 
I have to admit it.. 
Even it hurts me a lot...
Thanks for everything you gimme... 
And I'm sorry for everything discomfort you when you're beside me...

I can write no more... 
It's smothering me inside...
Let's make promise not to make our relationship just suddenly dissappeared, like we both have never desire ...

Yes, this note I made for you...
Promise me to call and text me often...

*Huuufthh... Tommorrow I must watch you leave (again),.. 
Don't you remember I used to watch you leave before this...

  1. To Jogja (when you were having a test to be AURI)... I sent you from Sidoarjo Station...
  2. To Waru (when you were having an AL academy).. I sent you from Perak

I ever thought, I cant watch you leave vo once more..
It really makes me cry.. 
Always.. 
But, fortunately no one see me at that time :)

But, for the sake of our friendship... 
You'll see me come, I promise...

Remember? Our Couple T-Shirt!
Yap! ini pas kamu nganterin aku ketemu sama Za!
@Alun-alun : Abis naek delman (kalo ga salah)
@Cito : barrruu aja kemaren-kemaren :D

So long, bru :)
So long, Yulita Ayu Utami :)
I'll waiting vo your next coming :)

By: Me!
Vo: Yulita Ayu Utami

P.S : I'm Na Lesbian, Ladies and Gentlement :X


Have you guys prepare to CELEBRATE???

"Lebaran sebentaaaaarrr lagiii..."
Cihuyyy!!!
Don't you realize? Ini sudah ke-23 harinya kita..  
"Puasa puasa... Sebulan penuh puasa, puasa..." :)
Some people told me, "Wah, ga kerasa ya abis gini kita uda Lebaran..."
And for some, "Haduuuhh, lama banget si Lebaran! Udah bosen nih bangun sahur..."
For me...
PLEEETTTAAAAAAAAAKK!!! 
Gak ada yang nanya kamu, Cy!!!
-_______-" ... okokok...

Lanjut Maaang!

Sebelum menyambut datangnya Hari Kemenangan bagi kita umat Muslim, sudahkah Anda merefleksikan diri Anda?
  1. Puasa uda lebih baek belum ya dari taon kemaren?
  2. Sholat... Wah, banyak yang bolong nih!
  3. Amal sedekah! Kapan ya terakhir beramal sedekah?
  4. Saya ikhlas melakukan/memberikan... blablablahh (Yakin ikhlas ga ya?)
  5. Masihkah saya melakukan sesuatu yang dibenci-Nya? 
  6. Ibadah apa aja ya yang belum saya lakukan di bulan Ramadhan taon ini?
  7. And the last but not least ZAKAT! Belom nie.. :D
Have you done that???
Doesn't even a matter if you haven't yet :)
Kali ini saya ga bakal ngebahas soal religi kok... Guess why?
Hahahahahhh! Yappp! Saya bukan seorang hamba yang taat..
( Vogif me, God  TT.TT  )
Rite now here.. We'll talk about "JAJAN"!
Yapp!!! Jajan a.k.a Snack buat 'sesajen' para tamu yang datang berkunjung :)
Hari Raya Idul Fitri hanya tinggal menghitung jempol!
(yaaa... Jari saya kan jempol semua..*pengen motong jari cewek2 yang lentik kayak adegan film psycho)
Sudahkah Anda mempersiapkan segala 'sesajen' yang wajib disuguhkan saat Hari yang paling ditunggu umat Muslim seantero dunia :) ?

Coba sebutkan!
  1. Kacang Bawang!!!
  2. Snow White (baca: Putri Salju)
  3. Kastengel
  4. Permen
  5. Angpo.. :D (Sebenernya dari hati yang terdalam, ini yang paling saya tunggu :D )
  6. dll....
Tul gak tul gak??? tul jaenak jae jatul jaeji dong :D
Tapi tahun ini, 'sesajen' di rumah saya bakal agak sedikit berbeda :)

This is it..!!!

Ini masi banyak yang belum kebeli... Wanna donate some? :)


Modificated Nastar (uhuuiii)

hmmmmm.... :'P

Dollar Chocolate
Berapa lapis??? RATUSSSAAANNN! hewhewhheeew
Rainbow Candies... Laff it d(^^,)b

WANNA TRY ONE OF 'EM???

come to my house ajja...
Setelah mencicipi 'sesajen' yang sudah dihidangkan,
diharapkan untuk memberi saya feedback (baca: angpo)
:P


Photos: by Me!
Thankz to: Mas Sony Ericsson K750i yang sudah bobrok :) 
*...I still laff you kok, saya majikan yang setia :)

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