Ohh 하나님, he's a GAY (again) !

It's really 성가신!!!
Suck!!!
Sial banget!

Untung belum suka beneran...
Lah kalo uda???
Geez.............

Kenapa gue harus berhubungan ama orang model begini lagi?
Kenapa gue harus tau belakangan?

Kenapa???

Ini udah kedua kalinya gue "have a feeling" ama gay..
Kampreet!
Kenapa banyak banget cowo cakep yang gay si?
Padahal masi banyak cewe kece juga...
Anjrrrrrrrrriiiiit! bikin malu gue aja...

Gara-gara sebuah postingan begini... (via chat on Facebook)

"Ecy, kamu enak banget diajak share ya... Seneng banget de punya temen begini"
"Loh.. emang kamu gak punya temen? "
"Dulu si bejibun, after they find out who I really am.. They left me :( "
"Jiah, emang kenapa? What's wrong with you???"
"Aku.... Emang aku salah ya kalo aku gak kayak orang pada umumnya?"
"Gak dong! Justru kita harus beda ama yang laen.. Emang kamu kenapa? Autis? Idiot ato maho? wkwkwk"
"Hahahaha,, maho? apaan itu?"
"Manusia Homo!"
"Hmmm... Menurutmu orang homo itu kayak gmana sih?"
"Kayak kamu! hahah.. becanda kok, Rud*" *nama disamarkan
"Ooh.. kayak aku ya.. hahaha.. Serius nih chik.. Gimme explanation bout it"
"Hmmm... homo ya? aku sih pernah suka ama anak, gak taunya he's gay.. tapi ya eman (*sayang)banget.. masa cakep-cakep homo.. Kalo alasan kenapa mereka homo, ya jangan tanya aku dong! Emang aku siapa?"
"Ooo.. Gitu ya.. .............."
" Kenapa si Rud?"
"Nevermind, sist :) ... Tapi kalo seandainya..."
"Apa?"
"If I were one of 'em.. would you still stick beside me as my friend?"
"Hahaha.. pertanyaanmu aneh... -_-"
"Jawab aja.. Yes or No ... Gimme a reason... :) "
"Buat skripsimu tah? okok... Yes! Soalnya aku kan bukan cowok jadi ga perlu takut dong sama homo :D "
"Cuman gitu alesannya... Spektrum berpikirmu sempit banget sih"
"Lah... Maksudmu apa?"
"Cy, I'm one of 'em..."
"Weh.. kamu ngelantur tah.. Ini wis jam 12.. Wis tiduro! Aku besok juga mau ngampus.. "
"Cy, aku serius...!"
"Lah... opo maneh iki... Wis Rud, udah malem aku ngantuk... Duluan yaa..."
..................................................I'm Off ..............................................................

Then he texted me...
"Cy, sorry baru ngasih tau kamu... Kalo kamu uda gak mau jadi temenku, yaudah.. Remove aku dari friendlistmu, hapus nomerku dari contactlistmu.. Maaf ganggu malem-malem... :) "

Alamaaak! Sumpah! Gue paling benci kalo ada cowok yang letoy kayak gini! ALAY banget bahasanya.. Risih gue!

"Halah Rud! Gitu aja uda mutung... Kalo kamu masi nganggep aku temen yaudah biasa aja, ga usah alay... I'm not one of 'em who ignores you after finding out who you are... Santai aja.. Malem"

Anjrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! Kenapa harus lo! Yap lo Rud! Kenapa????
Gue pikir .... Haduh... Udaala...
Gue rasa kudu break dari curcol2an di facebook ama lo sementara ini...
And makasih buat M********S yang uda kenalin gue ama si Rud...
Dia asik kok.. Tapi gue gak mungkin jadian kayak yang lo saranin...
Setidaknya, gue kenal ama orang baek kayak dia uda cukup. Ga perlu embel-embel jadian...
Uda ah... So long, Rud... Mungkin seminggu lagi kita bisa chat or hang out bareng,...

* Mandi mau berangkat ngampus >,<"

Camera + Laptop + Ideas = Blog

Hohoho.. I got a new cam!

Even it's secondhand stuff it has great result!

Wuuuhhhoooo...

I'm happy (of course)..

Yeeaa... Eventhough I wish something more, but that's just awesome!

Even it's pocket cam, that's just fine,...

 I'll take many pictures as I want in every moment in ma laiv...

Hoho.. Thankz anyway Dad, I appreciate it a lot :)

I'm grateful I'm thankful :)

From this now on, I'll put pictures here, in my blog :)

Hope u laff it, readers ;)

Gue Setan, Kalo Lo?

Wednesday, September 8th 2010

Gue pikir lo bisa ngilangin rasa sakit gue ternyata nggak!
I'm home and it fells like hell yea...
Kepikiran juga buat kabur dari rumah,...
Uda packing tinggal cabut aja,..
Tapi semua kehalang,..
Perasaan gue gak enak
Waktu mau ke Stasiun, gue liat mobil ParPol jungkir balik di depan mata gue..
pas uda deket rumah, gue liat keranda mayat pas di depan mata gue..
Firasat apaan ini!

Bego banget, akhirnya gue malah ketiduran di kamar pembokat gue..
Alhasil,..
Here I am... Still @ home..
Mau cabut gue juga masi loading mikir mau kemana..
iya kalo tempet yang gue datengin masi mau nerima gue, lah kalo gak???
Bbehh,,, Brengsek banget nih setan!
Ngajak mului tapi gak kasih solusi!

Baru liat gue posting sekasar ini?
Ntaran deh, kalo gue uda muncak... Baru keliatan gue kayak apa!
Ga usah ngejudge gue "Angel without wings "dah, kalo lo belum tau siapa gue!
Gue cuman setan nyasar ke bumi kok...

Sekarang gue gak bakal berharap apa-apa dari siapapun..
Apalagi lo! Yap, lo!
Sadar ga?
Say goodbye aja dah ama kejadian baru-baru ini...
Gue uda lupa kok..
Sama sekali gak kerasa manis di otak gue...
Semoga lo juga begitu!

NostalgiLa, 'Dreamy' ,Termehek-Mehek

Saturday, 04 September 2010

Have you ever tried to memorize your childhood?
Na' yet?
Okay, doesn't even a matter...
Now, follow me! :)
I'll help to inspire and persuade your memories to come into slide show inside your brain...

Outside the enter gate.

Everything Will Be Change as Time Goes By...

I still remember how it was...
Really! I can memorize all the details of this building.
Beneran! Sumpah!
(o,o)v
Banyaaaakk buuanget yang berubah di gedung ini! Suwer kesamber gledek!

 JEDDDUUAAAAAAARRR!!!

-____-" 

Anyway, we found several "Historical Stuffs" there... Such,..

 

Sebuah hasil karya seni yang dipajang di kelas 5.

Sebuah rajutan yang di pajang di kelas 5.

Peta budaya Indonesia masih menempel d dinding kelas 5.

Peta Asia di dinding kelas 3.

Lemari ini masih berdiri kokoh di kelas 6.

We took so much pictures there...
I took them the most :D (But of course not with my cam, but Daniel's one)

Remember her?
I bet you do... And will always do...
Yes, she is our beloved Bu' Bon...
:)
She's still the same (read:awet muda)...
She gimme a lot of news I cant update from my own brother.
*My brother Randy also used to school there :)
 

She told me, that....

1. The Present Headmaster is Mrs. Siti Maryam.
2. Yulius is the brother of my brother's friend (Sinta and Santi).. *mbulet.
3. The death of Mrs.Rochmah, my teacher.
4. And absolutely, my teachers's phone number :)

So much fun we have there...
Till my friend asked to visit our teacher's house... (Mrs. Siti)
Okay... Let's go!

We're nostalgia there (@Mrs.Siti's house).
Memorize all the things we used to be...
Mention all the things we wanna be revealed...
Till, I ask...
"Bu, dulu menurut Ibu yang paling nakal di angkatan saya, siapa?"
She smiled then answer, "Gak ada kok yang nakal cuman nangisan..."
*Nangisan means cried a lot...
"Nangisan? Siapa ya bu...?"
"Siapa itu yang tinggi, item, kurus, tonggos(Gue yang nambahin :D)...sukanya nangisan"
Cliiinnggg... Suddenly together mention that name! You-Know-Who!
RISKI KINGKONG! Dreamy candy lover...
Hahahaha...
Still remember this candy?

Dreamy bikin Happy!

I do really miss him a lot T.T
Yea, even we were enemy (read: musuh bebuyutan)... :P 

"Gue kangen lo, kong!"... Sumpah!
Cuman lo yang bisa bikin gue marah, sebel, kesel, gregetan!
*Sebenernya bukan lo doang, tapi tingkat keparahan lo nomor satu dah!
Hahahhh... Puas! (^^,)/
Gue kangen ama pukis buatan nyokap lo!
Kapan lo maen ke rumah gue lagi???
Hikz... 
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We were talking and discussing about all the member of our class...
We shared information each other...
And planning to have a big meeting :)
Woooohhh... Watta wonderful moment it was...

We have 18 members at our class...

1. Me * Kriwol
2. Famelia S. A *Fambol
3. Lenni Zulaikah *Lentong
4. Devi W.P *Begidal
5. Dyah *Jemblung
6. Puput
7. Elok W. *Pelok
8. F. I Endriyanto 
9. Nopri *Noprek
10. Riski (blahblahblaaa) *Kingkong
11. Bagus *Genjek
12. Daniel Okta 
13. Aloysius T.T
14. I Made Yudi *Pek Yud
15. Edward H.C
16. Fransisca 
17. Nathanael *Nyonk
18. Yulius *Femau

P.S: Gue kagak semua inget sebutan anak-anak... Sorridorrimorri :)
Where are you guys now?
I miss your present T.T
Masa gue kudu ikutan Termehek-Mehek Trans TV buat nyariin kalian seh?
Kasi kabar gitu kek...
*Tapi beneran loo, gue sempet meyakinkan diri buat ikutan that stupid reality show...

Huuufthh,,, Fine...
Okay, I'll share some pics to help you memorize the lost moments you used to have :)

Kelas 6

Kelas 4

Famelia, Fandy and Okta. Di kelas 3.

Famelia di depan kelas 2.

It was my Dad's name! Holy crap -__-"

Toilet

Hmm... When I was... ES

I was a b'day girl :)

Devi, Nopri, Diah, Leni, Me, Puput, Elok, Bagus, Endre...

When I was Kindergarten...

I dont remember their names :(

Me, Wibisono, Lilik

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H-1 before she (someone I love) goes...

Here I am... 

Suddenly thinking about tomorrow...

I dont wanna make my tears out in front of her or anyone else...

I don't wanna say goodbye,..

Even I know it would take our time a lil bit...

I'm crying now...

I can't write something can courage me... 

B'coz I'll lose her :'(

I know I'll lose her.. 

But not this fast ...

I still want her here...

Something she should know...

I laff her... 
Her smile, her laugh, her jokes, her stories... 

I love them all

*I'm crying just thinking about times we had a long long time a go...

She's not my friend...
She's not my bestfriend either... 

She's my soulmate... 

I do understand her life, and so does her...

She always gimme something courage me when I cant stand up...

She gimme really good prays, when no one notice me...

She shares her mom, just because I lost a role of 'mom' this time...

I love her family.. 

They make me feel envy... 

They will always do...

I want a mother like hers,.. 
So, she shares me her mom :)

Thanks... 

But, I know... 

I have my own life.. 

I have to admit it.. 

Even it hurts me a lot...

Thanks for everything you gimme... 

And I'm sorry for everything discomfort you when you're beside me...

I can write no more... 

It's smothering me inside...

Let's make promise not to make our relationship just suddenly dissappeared, like we both have never desire ...

Yes, this note I made for you...

Promise me to call and text me often...

*Huuufthh... Tommorrow I must watch you leave (again),.. 

Don't you remember I used to watch you leave before this...

1. To Jogja (when you were having a test to be AURI)... I sent you from Sidoarjo Station...
2. To Waru (when you were having an AL academy).. I sent you from Perak

I ever thought, I cant watch you leave vo once more..

It really makes me cry.. 

Always.. 

But, fortunately no one see me at that time :)

But, for the sake of our friendship... 

You'll see me come, I promise...

Remember? Our Couple T-Shirt!

Yap! ini pas kamu nganterin aku ketemu sama Za!

@Alun-alun : Abis naek delman (kalo ga salah)

@Cito : barrruu aja kemaren-kemaren :D

So long, bru :)

So long, Yulita Ayu Utami :)

I'll waiting vo your next coming :)

By: Me!

Vo: Yulita Ayu Utami

P.S : I'm Na Lesbian, Ladies and Gentlement :X