H-1 before she (someone I love) goes...

Here I am... 

Suddenly thinking about tomorrow...

I dont wanna make my tears out in front of her or anyone else...

I don't wanna say goodbye,..

Even I know it would take our time a lil bit...

I'm crying now...

I can't write something can courage me... 

B'coz I'll lose her :'(

I know I'll lose her.. 

But not this fast ...

I still want her here...

Something she should know...

I laff her... 
Her smile, her laugh, her jokes, her stories... 

I love them all

*I'm crying just thinking about times we had a long long time a go...

She's not my friend...
She's not my bestfriend either... 

She's my soulmate... 

I do understand her life, and so does her...

She always gimme something courage me when I cant stand up...

She gimme really good prays, when no one notice me...

She shares her mom, just because I lost a role of 'mom' this time...

I love her family.. 

They make me feel envy... 

They will always do...

I want a mother like hers,.. 
So, she shares me her mom :)

Thanks... 

But, I know... 

I have my own life.. 

I have to admit it.. 

Even it hurts me a lot...

Thanks for everything you gimme... 

And I'm sorry for everything discomfort you when you're beside me...

I can write no more... 

It's smothering me inside...

Let's make promise not to make our relationship just suddenly dissappeared, like we both have never desire ...

Yes, this note I made for you...

Promise me to call and text me often...

*Huuufthh... Tommorrow I must watch you leave (again),.. 

Don't you remember I used to watch you leave before this...

1. To Jogja (when you were having a test to be AURI)... I sent you from Sidoarjo Station...
2. To Waru (when you were having an AL academy).. I sent you from Perak

I ever thought, I cant watch you leave vo once more..

It really makes me cry.. 

Always.. 

But, fortunately no one see me at that time :)

But, for the sake of our friendship... 

You'll see me come, I promise...

Remember? Our Couple T-Shirt!

Yap! ini pas kamu nganterin aku ketemu sama Za!

@Alun-alun : Abis naek delman (kalo ga salah)

@Cito : barrruu aja kemaren-kemaren :D

So long, bru :)

So long, Yulita Ayu Utami :)

I'll waiting vo your next coming :)

By: Me!

Vo: Yulita Ayu Utami

P.S : I'm Na Lesbian, Ladies and Gentlement :X