H-1 before she (someone I love) goes...

Here I am... 

Suddenly thinking about tomorrow...

I dont wanna make my tears out in front of her or anyone else...

I don't wanna say goodbye,..

Even I know it would take our time a lil bit...

I'm crying now...

I can't write something can courage me... 

B'coz I'll lose her :'(

I know I'll lose her.. 

But not this fast ...

I still want her here...

Something she should know...

I laff her... 
Her smile, her laugh, her jokes, her stories... 

I love them all

*I'm crying just thinking about times we had a long long time a go...

She's not my friend...
She's not my bestfriend either... 

She's my soulmate... 

I do understand her life, and so does her...

She always gimme something courage me when I cant stand up...

She gimme really good prays, when no one notice me...

She shares her mom, just because I lost a role of 'mom' this time...

I love her family.. 

They make me feel envy... 

They will always do...

I want a mother like hers,.. 
So, she shares me her mom :)

Thanks... 

But, I know... 

I have my own life.. 

I have to admit it.. 

Even it hurts me a lot...

Thanks for everything you gimme... 

And I'm sorry for everything discomfort you when you're beside me...

I can write no more... 

It's smothering me inside...

Let's make promise not to make our relationship just suddenly dissappeared, like we both have never desire ...

Yes, this note I made for you...

Promise me to call and text me often...

*Huuufthh... Tommorrow I must watch you leave (again),.. 

Don't you remember I used to watch you leave before this...

1. To Jogja (when you were having a test to be AURI)... I sent you from Sidoarjo Station...
2. To Waru (when you were having an AL academy).. I sent you from Perak

I ever thought, I cant watch you leave vo once more..

It really makes me cry.. 

Always.. 

But, fortunately no one see me at that time :)

But, for the sake of our friendship... 

You'll see me come, I promise...

Remember? Our Couple T-Shirt!

Yap! ini pas kamu nganterin aku ketemu sama Za!

@Alun-alun : Abis naek delman (kalo ga salah)

@Cito : barrruu aja kemaren-kemaren :D

So long, bru :)

So long, Yulita Ayu Utami :)

I'll waiting vo your next coming :)

By: Me!

Vo: Yulita Ayu Utami

P.S : I'm Na Lesbian, Ladies and Gentlement :X

Have you guys prepare to CELEBRATE???

"Lebaran sebentaaaaarrr lagiii..."

Cihuyyy!!!
Don't you realize? Ini sudah ke-23 harinya kita..  

"Puasa puasa... Sebulan penuh puasa, puasa..." :)

Some people told me, "Wah, ga kerasa ya abis gini kita uda Lebaran..."
And for some, "Haduuuhh, lama banget si Lebaran! Udah bosen nih bangun sahur..."
For me...

PLEEETTTAAAAAAAAAKK!!! 

Gak ada yang nanya kamu, Cy!!!

-_______-" ... okokok...

Lanjut Maaang!

Sebelum menyambut datangnya Hari Kemenangan bagi kita umat Muslim, sudahkah Anda merefleksikan diri Anda?

1. Puasa uda lebih baek belum ya dari taon kemaren?
2. Sholat... Wah, banyak yang bolong nih!
3. Amal sedekah! Kapan ya terakhir beramal sedekah?
4. Saya ikhlas melakukan/memberikan... blablablahh (Yakin ikhlas ga ya?)
5. Masihkah saya melakukan sesuatu yang dibenci-Nya? 
6. Ibadah apa aja ya yang belum saya lakukan di bulan Ramadhan taon ini?
7. And the last but not least ZAKAT! Belom nie.. :D

Have you done that???
Doesn't even a matter if you haven't yet :)
Kali ini saya ga bakal ngebahas soal religi kok... Guess why?
Hahahahahhh! Yappp! Saya bukan seorang hamba yang taat..
( Vogif me, God  TT.TT  )
Rite now here.. We'll talk about "JAJAN"!
Yapp!!! Jajan a.k.a Snack buat 'sesajen' para tamu yang datang berkunjung :)
Hari Raya Idul Fitri hanya tinggal menghitung jempol!
(yaaa... Jari saya kan jempol semua..*pengen motong jari cewek2 yang lentik kayak adegan film psycho)
Sudahkah Anda mempersiapkan segala 'sesajen' yang wajib disuguhkan saat Hari yang paling ditunggu umat Muslim seantero dunia :) ?

Coba sebutkan!

1. Kacang Bawang!!!
2. Snow White (baca: Putri Salju)
3. Kastengel
4. Permen
5. Angpo.. :D (Sebenernya dari hati yang terdalam, ini yang paling saya tunggu :D )
6. dll....

Tul gak tul gak??? tul jaenak jae jatul jaeji dong :D
Tapi tahun ini, 'sesajen' di rumah saya bakal agak sedikit berbeda :)

This is it..!!!

Ini masi banyak yang belum kebeli... Wanna donate some? :)

Modificated Nastar (uhuuiii)

hmmmmm.... :'P

Dollar Chocolate

Berapa lapis??? RATUSSSAAANNN! hewhewhheeew

Rainbow Candies... Laff it d(^^,)b

WANNA TRY ONE OF 'EM???

come to my house ajja...

Setelah mencicipi 'sesajen' yang sudah dihidangkan,

diharapkan untuk memberi saya feedback (baca: angpo)

:P

Photos: by Me!

Thankz to: Mas Sony Ericsson K750i yang sudah bobrok :) 

*...I still laff you kok, saya majikan yang setia :)

They're Lost!!! (OH,NO!!! I AM LOST)

Today, I decided to fulfil my appointment to them... 
Ya! Those were you guys...

Well... it's been a long time we never met in a complete formation, I thoght... 
So, here I come...

Like it was been discussed, we'll go to Movie Theatre...

Ahaa!!! Holy Crap!!! Tina wasn't about to come!!! 
That's just another fine... -__-"

Since we never talk about the movie title we're gonna have to watch, 

after we've arrived there (Cito) we're looked like villagers
(baca:Wong Ndeso a.k.a KATROK)... 

But, yea.. Nevermind ;) 

...(I'm proud to be villagers kok :P )...

OKAY! We decided that one... 

What's the title, again??? Salmon what??? Hmmm...  Salmon Tuna?... Nononono...

Salomon Kane!... Yes, it was Salomon Kane!

"When You Make A Deal With The Devil, There Will Be Hell To Pay"... 

(I really love this quote!) >,<"

It's another good story to watch, but some scenes made me wanna puke!!! 

 I hate blood!!! ( I know... doctors shouldn't have this fear,. then what???)

Okay, it has happy ending.. 

But what about me??? 

Will I have my own happy ending after this??? 
I mean, will I go home before we must break our fast???

Well, another lies again... 

After I told everyone home I was about go to campus, now I have to make my tounge stutter vo more... 

But, fortunately in this sophisticated era... 

We can only write then send to person we want.. 

Yes, simply it's called SMS...

Then say YES, SMS made everyone easily deceive you even YOU MAY DECEIVE someone (just like I did) :P

It was still 4.15, I guess,.. Ngabuburit Time...

We took walks to see something good in there...

MATAHARI!!!

K... We're there...

Looking vo this Looking vo that Looking vo...

O'o... I'm all alone??? Where are they??? Don't they just here with me???

Goddamn shit!!! They're lost! Oh no.. I'm the one who just left by here... 

So, who's lost???

It's me! I'm L.O.S.T! 

OMG, wad I gotta do??? -felt about to cry, really-

Running there, running back here... Searching there, searching further then came back again..

I got... N.O.T.H.I.N.G

I've surrounding this huge departement store (ok, Thankz God, I lose my fat 'lil bit) just to make sure I'm NOT a kid who lost her mother...

I'm tired already, don't have any courage to search anymore...

Ahaa! I'll try to ask that security guide over there...

"Maaf Pak, permisi mau tanya.."

"Oh, ada yang bisa saya bantu, Mbak"

"Hmmm, Bapak lihat 3 orang cewek seumuran saya?"

....

"2 orang lebih tinggi, satunya rada kecil, Bapak lihat?" I put a hope on him :(

"Pakai jilbab semua?"

"Enggak! Enggak pake, Pak" 

"Waduh, saya gak lihat, Mbak"

"Satunya agak mirip cowok, Pak!" ( I was digressing o.O )

"Oohh, iya tadi saya lihat Mbak"

Smiling brightly...

"Tapi sekarang saya gak tahu dimana"

Well, Merlin's beard... I've lost my courage, again...

"Mbak, keatas aja. Kebagian Informasi"

"Keatas? ..."

"Iya..."

Well, here I go... If I cant find them, I'll go home with taxi, better!

I just don't know, what I have to say to information staffs there..

I just thinking about it while I went upstairs...

Oh, great! I'm in front of it now...

"Permisi,.."

"Ada yang bisa saya bantu, Kak?"

Well, thump thump thump... 

"Ehmm.. Saya kehilangan..."

"Kehilangan apa, Kak?" She's surprised til her eyes open widely...

"Teman..." 

What!!! It's sound disgusting, really! 

It feels like someone throw a bottle on my head..  
Pletakkk!!! -____-"

She's smile.. And the guy beside her was laughing at me..

"Kehilangan teman?"

Oh God! It's really a shame (TT.TT)

"Iya, Mas"

"Saya temenin aja, gimana?" he's smiling absurdly

Well, does anybody here has plate or glass or what? 

I do wanna throw him something on his head!

Really!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

"Ahahaha, makasih Mas" I'm forced to smile...

Then, she announced to all ...

in my thought was..
"What if they're looking for me in the other place, so they cant hear this announcement? 
Oh, BLOODY HELL...
My cellphone wasn't with me anyway..

Okay, I'll go home without them...

"Kak, disini dulu saja ya.." 

"Hmm.. Mbak, bisa minta tolong diumumin lagi?"

"Tunggu dulu saja, Kak, 10 menit lagi kalo belum ketemu akan diumumkan kembali"

Okay, great! It's been an hour I looking vo them, and another 15 minutes to wait?

Oh, please... 

"Kakak bawa hape???"

"Bawa..."

"Bagaim..."

"Tapi kebawa sama mereka, hehehehe..." I cut her question.

Then, she lost her smile...

"Masih belum ketemu temennya, Mbak"

Jedddennnk! This guy, AGAIN! >,<"

"Ahahahah, belom mas"...

Kriiik... Kriiikk...Kriikk

"Eciiiiiiiiikk, kamu kemana aja?"....

TAAADDAAAAAAAA!

WHAT!!! It's me who should ask them! 

I made my face really awful, no smile, no expression at all...

Just to make them feel guilty... :P 

Okay, Ashar almost over, and Maghrib would about to come...

Let's go to Musholla!

Alhamdulillah... It's time to break our fast!

Let's go to food court! It's full as you know this is fast breaking time :)

I've told them everything... Guess what!

They were in fitting room, without noticing me lost!

So???

They were NOT looking vo me at all... Bloody hell!

But, here we are... We're friends... 

As you know, I can't mad to anyone in a long time... :)

Anyway, it's really nice to know that I'm a good person, don't you??? 

I got free drink from Ita and Fajrin :)

 This is it! The pictures we have yesterday :)

Look! How innocent their face at was -__-"

@ toilet near movie theatre

Me and Leeta (baca:Bru)

Me and Ita (baca:cu2t)

Yes! We're the first who came to theatre room ^^

 *******************************************************

Running Nite (August 23 2010)

It's a great momment to know that we're grown up kids!!! I've had so much fun last nite, really... :)
Thankz vo your comin' to watch the others (our members on class we've had so many years ago) and make this EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP..
I've never had feeling like this before... I really never used my time properly like this, I wasted them away.... :(
Now I realized what a important thing to respect the time :) ...

Thankz vo my Senior High School Mates : Such...

Yulita Ayu Utami,.. You did it my dear, you can show the world especially them who just ever ignored your abilities and underestimate your power to do such spectacullllllarrrr job (Am I the one who just think bout that?)... But sadly, you leave me here with so much story to share :(
But, I still laff laff laff u... :) .... Keep your hard work there, my bestfriend :)

 Zesita Indirani,.. Yea.. I know, we live in the same town but never have a such good communication, (I guess because our different available time)... But, did u ever realize it's been 8 years we're still together!!!...(Holy crap!) I never knew how could this be!!! But it's awesome!!! A lot of fun, smile, laugh, tears, and stories to share... And yes, I still have a lot of laff vo u, my bestfriend :)

Fajrin Fitria Romadhina (did I write it rite, hon???),.. Nothin to say, but we have a lot of similarity.. We're PISCES, We're born in 1991... :D We have same bro/sist in the same school and the same grade!!!(@ last)... and so on... :)... And we have so much laff to share in the next afterlife (ALAY :D)

Agustina Anggraeni,.. Hmmmm... we've been together vo 8 years already sweety, but you never seem comfort to near me... why??? Am I freak? Weird? or what?.. I never know your secret, hon... It seems I never know you before, you've change!!! T.T ... But dont worry, because I'm a good person ( xP ) I still have another laff vo u.. mmuach mmuach ;)

Gemboz

Apip

Apip, Gemboz,dll : 

Yaaa... it's nice to know you guys :) ... 

even though I never seem close with you, but still another laff to keep vo u :)

Here we come... 

vo My Bestiest Family!!!

Alumni SD LELY Sidoarjo :

 

Famelia Sarastika Astri : Hmmm... It's been 13 years!!! wew.. BLOODY HELL!!! Did u realize??? Something missing, what's that??? Mollayo :D
Did you remember every details you got closer with me??? How could it be, sist??? It's divine o.O ... Praise the God!!! You seem never change in my eyes, you're still the same kids I've known 13 years ago... Do you know how much laff I have vo u??? .... Hahahaha.. I never count it too :D ... But it must be as big as this Galaxy??? (GOMBAL!!!) :P

Firman Illah Endriyanto : Wkwkwkwk... You've grown up badly, bro!!! Hahahaha... But that just fine, I'm your sista (am I???)... So I do really know what kind of good person you are >,<" ... Better you get shavin your eyebrows!!!... It's horrible and frightening the kids :D ... (I'm na joking, anyway!) >,<" . and I guess you deserve to get some laff vo me, laff u bro!! :)

Lenny Zulaikah : Wkwkwkwk.. You have a son, Lady... :) But you're look like a teenagers.. How could that be??? I'm envy, hon :(... Yayayaya.. I must prove it.. You have everlasting beauty, sweetheart :) ... So much laff from here vo u and your son...Grow your son well, Lady :)

Elok Widiastuti : Hahahaha... You're different! You're not such a silent girl, anymore.. I'm proud to know you, sweety :) ... You're grown up well, really!!! And I won't deny to share my laff vo u, sweety :)

Devi Putri (What's your real name, hon??? I'm sorry I got a short term memory only o.O) : Ahahahaha... I still remember how could we "siwak-siwak-an" .. You know what??? It's just because of some silly answered exam papers!!! Hahahaha... :D ... But I know it was, and it's our past, but don't you think it's funny??? Yea... We're idiot!!! >,<" . I got so much laff from here vo u :)

Noprianto : Ahahahaha.. Sorry bro!!! I got a short term memory here, would you fix it??? I mean your name.. Yea I forgot your real name :D But I think it's not a big deal... I ever feel hurt because you did strike my arm harshly like a man, Hey, I'm a girl!!! I did not deserve that punch!!! But that's our past!!! >,<". yeayea.. Laff u, bro :)






I Made Yudi : Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrghhh!!!! I dont know what to say!!! But I'm really mad to you! How could you just left us!!! But, thankz anyway vo appreciating our time together, even it's a lil time :D ... But, u know... I have laff vo u too :) "No photos yet ... sorry :{ "

Daniel Okta : Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... I must be kick you if we have another time like that was!!! Really!!! But you know, I have a lot of laff to share with u :D (If there another DOG SHOW, I'll contact you) :P

Aloysius Tirta Torar : Hey!!! I have nothin to say actually.. Wkwkwkwkk... You're still the same kid i've known... Ahahaha... I know this is stupid confession, but I ever ... ever... have a feeling vo u 8 years ago.. Wkkwkwkwkk... And I guess every girl I've mentioned has their feeling vo the other classmates.. wkwkwkwk... but yayaya,, hey, it's innocent, we're still kids and we knew nothing... of course I still have another laff vo u my bro :D

Edward Hartanto Chandra : I'm envy!!! How could this be!!! You're quitely change!!! Yaa!! I talk about your weight!!! >,<" .. Ahahahaha... But it doesnt a matter,,, You're still my laffly bro!!! Laff from here vo u there.. :D

Fandy "Kutil" : ahahahahaha.. You're a hilarious guy I ever met, bro!!! I must be lucky to have bro like u :D ... Life would never be boring if I spent mine with u... ahahahaha,,, Be a comedian, joker or whatever people call it!!!.. :D ... and u know, so much laff from here vo u :D








Hmmm.... And vo :
Puput, Diah, Sisca, Rizky kingkong, Yulius femau, Bagus genjek, Nathanael nyonk, and (Who's not mentioned yet???)... :

Diah :)

I really miss your present actually TT.TT ... But I hope, we'll meet sooner or later with complete formation... :)
I really feel sorry if i did wrong and ever ever hurt u harshly in the past (even yesterday!!!) ...
Would you tell another story about me, please :) ...
Tell me everything you want me to know, from the past till you're now... Share me if you think I'm deserve vo it :)
LAFF LAFF LAFF LAFF u u u u u :)

Then.. afterall... It's me who wrote :)

Yes, it's me... (Ecy)

Any Fault (Again) ???

Fiuhhh... Liburan panjang ini is really annoyed me! Oh God, would you send me outta here???
Well, apa gue aja yang ngerasa liburan kali ini bener-bener suck???...

Ahahahah.. cii.. cii..Jadi manusia kok gak pernah bersyukur ama sekali! Disuruh masuk kuliah mengemban ilmu sukanya TA (baca:Titip Absen) giliran libur menyambut uda keburu nyalahin rektorat bikin libur kok panjang amet...

Whatsoever laa.. Yang penting heppiiii ... (^^,)v

Lewat posting ini, I really wanna ask forgiveness from Yulita Ayu Utami, Zesita Indirani, and Fajrin Fitria Romadhina...

Well, I think I cannot chill out with y'all guys :(
You know why???
It's just because of last nite!
If you allowed me to go home earlier, I think it wouldn't be like this :(
I bet my father would NOT allow me to go :(
I'm really sorry..
But I hope y'all enjoy the movies :)
I'm okay... Dont worry :)
(Crossing my fingers X)

 

Jari gue keliatan kayak JEMPOL semua >,<"